June 6th,1998

January through May was a time of little introspection. As I write this, it is interesting to me that this is also the period of my 50th year.

These months seem to be filled with disease, death, and my efforts to hold a meaningful (to me) job and still be responsible, able to respond, to the situations of those around me.

To make room to embrace these events, my writing, both mr/ mss, and magickal had to leave. It has now come back.

In the last five months I have lived off the past fruit of my magickal and mystical practices. Now the practices are beginning to return.

It was good to do what I have done, and it is good to return to my the magick and writing.

The MR for these months is drawn from short notes I kept in my scheduler.