The Magickal Record of Louis Martinie': March 1998

Sunday 1
Write material for WiccanFest.

Monday 2
First day felt well in 3 weeks. I can continue when I don't feel well but there is a cost....probably a prolongation of the flu.

Tuesday 3
I re-member the sense of passion and creativity. When I'm ill, I tend to simply carry on.

Wednesday 4
New Orleans is my worldly home but is no longer my spiritual home. I have used it up. Sad.

Thursday 5
News of Mishlen's Mothers cancer.

Friday 6
Hep/HIV negative. Test results back.

Saturday 7
Festival Sessions for WiccanFest and StarWood.

Sunday 8
World of the Mirror. Working for T.

Monday 9
WiccanFest and StarWood sessions.

Tuesday 10
Taxes

Wednesday 11
Mishlen's Mother has a cancer that has spread into her spine.

Thursday 12
Traitor' Susan. A traitor is a traditional healer on the bayou. Sort of like a gris gris woman.

Friday 13
Looked at copies from a Haitian Houngan's notebooks. I compared it to other sources. Interesting to see the variations in the rituals.

Saturday 14
Work on Congo Square Mss as if it is already written and I am discovering the world in which the characters already live.

Sunday 15
Letter on possession.

Monday 16
Moon Taxes.

Tuesday 17
More news on Mishlen's Mother and the spread of cancer to her bones.

Wednesday 18
Mishlen cries in a cafe. Compassion from Greek owner.

Thursday 19
Ritual. Voodoo Spiritual Temple.

Friday 20
Rest

Saturday 21
Ocean - sad waters and Spring Rite

Sunday 22
Ocean...thoughts of Elaine (Mishlen's Mother) in her final time.

Monday 23
Prep to go to Cincinnati to be with Elaine.

Tuesday 24
Mishlen up in the middle of the night upset...so upset.

Wednesday 25
Mishlen - new life line manifests. Job

Thursday 26
Mishlen is to upset to go to Cincinnati. It is a grace that I can go. Arrive Cincinnati...page upon page of memories unfolds before my eyes as I drive.

Friday 27
Elaine has more of an identification with the lawn than with her body. More concern for the lawn.

Saturday 28
I am staying in Elaine's house. It is like being in her mind. I set up my own small area to the side of her thoughts.

Sunday 29
Long distance conversations about StarWood with Miriam. She and Luis may not go if I don't. It is a question. Will Elaine need Mishlen and I in her process of passing during StarWood? I definitely should not go to WiccanFest, I know that Elaine and Mishlen need me now.

Monday 30
Being with Elaine. I am with her, helping her, or asleep. It is rather like a Festival in that. No or very little introspection.

Tuesday 31
Elaine...we all must die...I am talking to the Doctors to avoid the pain.

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