The Magickal Record of Louis Martinie': August 1999
- Sunday 1
- Kalachakra means "Circle of Time." It is interesting that Kenneth Grant called one of his
last books, "Outside the Circles of Time."
Mishlen completed a new mss of hers called "Circles" today.
- Monday 2
- Video on the physicist Pauli. During a good part of his life he held that there was a
connection between the human unconscious and the calculations of physics.
- Tuesday 3
- Indian district in Chicago. Speaking to a very traditional Indian, no shoes, who wanted to
go to Alaska. A land of ice and snow; the lure of the exotic. He showed me how to eat
pani.
- Wednesday 4
- Reading Wonders of the Invisible World by David Gates. It consists of short stories
exploring my generation. The details in the lives of his characters and my like are
amazingly alike. But, to a one, there spiritual sense seems to have atrophied; stopped
developing at an early age.
- Thursday 5
- Sit in drumming with Salaam. An honor, they are a first rate mid-eastern group.
- Friday 6
- Dream...remembering much more now that I can get more sleep.
A place I go to in dreams where old artifacts and records are stored seems to be
renovating. Records are being moved from the basement to a (new?) second floor where
they can be better cared for.
- Saturday 7
- Watched a part of the Titanic on Television.
In the eyes of young viewers, the actors must take on a god like status. They come to
embody and their features evoke archetypes of tremendous power. The Lovers, the
Bittersweet face of love, class conflict.
I left when the ship up righted. I was enjoying myself too much. Curiosity rather than giving
honor to the dead.
- Sunday 8
- With reincarnation, what is death? What are the ancestors if one quickly takes rebirth?
- Monday 9
- Prep for the 11 Star Rite.
Tomorrow 300 monks come into Bloomington for the Kalachakra Rite.
Interesting co-incidence. Something is brewing.
- Tuesday 10
- As an individual can be reborn as a loa, perhaps an individual can be reborn as an
ancestor. Yes, this would make being an ancestor a choice. One could be reincarnated as
one of the dead. Very odd...Very good.
Work in Mr. Norbu's garden. In my morning meditation, I ask Tara that Mr. Norbu be
happy. The garden makes him happy. Its small, 20 sq feet?, and he is protective of it. I
believe that Mishlen is the only person he trusts to work on it.
I believe that the karma created by the meditation came to ripen when I worked in the
garden. We talked and he bent to pick out a weed. It took a lot of effort for him to bend
and do this.
- Wednesday 11
- Mr. Norbu's garden. Monks all around. Plants and sweeping the great stones with bits of
cloth. On one flower there was a golden bug. Not yellow but an odd metallic gold color. I
thought it was a piece of jewelry someone had affixed to the flower. Then it flew away.
RITUAL: 11 Star Rite, 11:11 pm
WILL: Occupy the Throne of Chokmah and join with the other Thrones. Vision and
guidance. Take name Naga Damballa as throne holder.
LOVE: Bathroom to clean myself. Large spider watching. We must teach, hope he learnt
something of use. Drew the veve I constructed for Naga Damballa on the palms of both
hands using my sweat. Gave the gesture of the Marassa. Little finger and thumb spread
apart and three mid fingers bent into the palm. This is the Marassa as separate. Then the
thumb and small finger are brought together and the three mid fingers unfold outward.
This is the Marassa conjoined giving rise to the three (all things). This three is also the seed
of Binah in Chokmah.
Used a large black feather as a wand for the calls. Mishlen and I both moved through the
protocols of the 11 Star using an Archives document. She and then I calling the Powers
into the feather. We placed a vessel of water between us to skry. Looking into the water as
she intoned the calls, I saw two distinct shafts of light one coming from the east and one
coming from the west. The shafts crossed when they reached the bottom of the vessel and
continued downward. An odd film had formed on the surface of the water and seemed to
emanate from a small floating mass. The mass cast a shadow on the exact point where the
shafts crossed.
I read from the document in grand grimoire style. Vision of the side of the Great Snake as
a transparent tube. All of Maya in its beauty and glory flowed through the body of this
transparent serpent. The snake remained untouched by this flow; transparent. Mishlen
then extinguished three of the candles and I extinguished the last remaining one. We sat in
total darkness peering down into the vessel. We joined hands and dipped our hands into
the water. Vision of flash of light and a bright vortex appeared moving downward between
us.
By my Will I am Naga Damballa.
By my Will I take the Throne of Chokmah.
So mote it Be...with our hands joined.
SUCCESS: The Throne is Filled.
COMMENT:
- The heads of the four Tibetan Buddhist sects and the head of the BonPo will be in
Bloomington for a meeting. Heard that about 300 monks arrived today. Saw a throne
today some of the monks painted for a Kalachakra working to be used by the Dali
Lama in a few days. The throne is now stored in a shed and quite powerful. Interesting
resonance with Thrones working.
- Another magickian came over and was using the Temple before us. Her ritual, without
benefit of timepiece, ended at 11:10.
- Chokmah attributes: two, connection, the line, seed of self/other as Binah 3 is the seed
of community (ancestors), "choice" that is not a choice...dualism of fate and free will
reconciled. Zodiac...fate written in the stars. Will as the interface between choice and
destiny. Snake...does the head (individual person/will)control the movement of the
vertebra (ancestors/love) or does the movement of the vertebra (ancestors/love) control
the movement of the head (individual person/will). Once the ungulations start, first
cause lives only as a memory. Who or what chooses is a good question.
- Chokmah as the place where free will and determinism are, not so much reconciled, as
one. The place where they exist as one before their flowing below the Abyss as two
streams.
- Paths: Wisdom between the House and the Door. Wisdom opens the door.
- Nam Valent - Naga (Tibetan - Large snakes that guard texts/teachings hidden in the
earth to be discovered in future times.) Damballa... "Da" means "movement"; "al"
everything and "la" nothing.
- Veve in form of the Marassa. Heads of snakes to left of the viewer. Tails to right.
Forked (2) tongue from each head.
- Snake sucking tail (dangler) as wheel (Wheel of Fortune / Chariot).
- Snake as the "line" or "connection"
- The veve in extension as DNA.
- Shafts of light coming from the east and west are the currents (Tibetan/Magick) coming
together. The floating mass casting the shadow has an odd resonance with the solar
eclipse.
- Interesting that Mishlen's vision has a voodoo flavor while mine is more Buddhist. A
reversing of our persona.
- Next: work/skry with the vessel (Chokmah) containing water this time with some light
in the Temple. Black of the Moon would be pleasant.
- Thursday 12
- Night - Awakened by agitated voices in the house. A hug storm was moving by us and it
was driving a mass of spirits before it. Their voices awoke me and for a time I confused the
planes.
- Friday 13
- Complete 11 Star Manuscript and send it off.
- Saturday 14
- To Cincinnati.
Sharmon's art is so evocative.
- Sunday 15
- Wrote 11 Star for the first time as Naga Damballah of Chokmah.
- Monday 16
- Preparation for the Kalachakra Ritual.
Tremendous current. First the 11 Star and now Kalachakra.
(**August 17 through 27 of the Kalachakra Working. Separate entry. **)
- Saturday 28
- Sartre writes that consciousness is clear, translucent. That the ego is in the world rather
than in consciousness.
- Sunday 29
- Celtic music at Soma Coffee House. I am beginning to recognize and be able to play some
of the rhythms on the Bodhron.
- Monday 30
- Begin work on the Honor Manuscript.
- Tuesday 31
- E Mail. Large number of messages on MoonWeb from the time of the Kalachakra.
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